Apartment

A week ago I celebrated my 1 year anniversary of living in this apartment.
I celebrated by changing around my living room etc.
I've become the type of person who keeps everything in its place... like exactly in the same place.
My apartment didn't change at all for an entire year. everything has it's place. Everything works where it is. Due to this, I never lose/misplace anything.

It's a weird sense of comfort and security that I get from the consistency and routine in my place of refuge.

This change though, celebrating my year of residing here, has refreshed me.
It's just furniture, they're just things, but it feels new. I like it like this. another year maybe?

I do realize also, that this need to alter my living quarters isn't a physical thing at all really. It has been a wild year, (I can't believe it's been a year!) and i know I am now going through an internal change, in heart and mind.

I will continue to explore and grow in this change, whatever it may be, with my couch under the window rather than opposite it.